Sorry to hear that scarface. I cant imagine loosing my mom. She is away from me right now on vacation and I miss her alot. Truly, I can imagine your pain. My parents are the most important part of my life. Your ma will always be part of you no matter what. She is there in spirit and in your heart. Dont do anything drastic to stop the pain, but let time heal it for you. I hope your future is bright and beautiful and I wish you all the best. Sometimes bad things happen but good thing always follows. My deepest condolence goes out to your family. I am sure you will find some great people to help you through the hardest time in your life right now. There are some great people here, you can talk to who I am sure wont judge you and will listen to you. Dont bottle up your pain, try to find some peaceful way to express it. Ok? I wrote you a poem. It's something I thought You might feel for your mom,
KeeP SmiLing~!
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It hurts so much,
to not be able to feel your touch.
I can't hold back the tears anymore,
it's been hell ever since you are gone.
I remember everything we done together,
I always thought you'd be in my life forever.
I believed everything you said,
but now I sit here and I miss you.
I can't help but cry when i think about you,
I just don't know what to do.
I wanna see you again,
maybe that'll stop all my pain.
I remember all things you did for me
From the time you fed me to tuck me in
I need you back in my life,
To tell me everything will be fine
I miss you so much,
I need to feel your touch.
I don't wanna cry another tear.
I wish we were together,
We'd stay together.. forever.
But I know you are now in better place
Watching over me
I can feel your love and I always will
Special dedication 2 Scarface @-;-;--
Also Dedicated to everyone Who Lost their mom or dad or missin' your parents cuz they away